DuhMe

Duh! Me,     Because I always thought if things aren't going well right now, I can always start over when things get better. But things never got better, and I never started over. As a result, I always got things done in rush in the last minute. As they say, haste makes waste, and my works never utilized my full potential. Only it wouldn't stop there. While I procrastinated, I would also worry myself to death that I am not doing my work. It was a cynical cycle of guilt, worry, distraction and regret. One of the realisation is that following a routine kept me on track, but then when I didn't follow the routine properly, I would again procrastinate, postponing the task to the next day, when I could follow my routine flawlessly. And to say my To-Do-Lists were ideal is an understatement. It was simply too ambitious for me to follow. I would spend time reading how not to procrastinate than to jump to the job directly. Things haven't changed much, but I would like to share wh...